It's here!!

Okay. I'll list out why I LOVE today.

1. Twilight is officially out in Malaysia
2. I'll be leaving for Penang tomorrow. (12 hrs time, to be exact)
3. I have 5 days till I watch Twilight.
4. It's 5 days till my sister becomes a year older.

And why I HATE today.

1. The whole world (or rather the whole of Malaysia) is watching Twilight as we speak. EVERYONE but Megan, my sis, and me. ):
2. I won't have anything to look forward to after Penang and to see it arriving so fast; it's depressing.
3. I have about a week ago till my Cambridge exam.
4. Refer to no 1.

That Victor dude from Youtube stopped uploading the Twilight movie yesterday! He had part 1,2,3,4,5,11 and 12. Megan and I assumed he went to sleep but we realised that he's from U.S, so shouldn't it be morning over there? So we thought he might have gone for breakfast or something. An hour later, still nothing.

Dude, we don't have the time to wait for you to have your breakfast or lunch or brunch!

It was 12am in Malaysia! And we couldn't risk the chance of letting the Youtube authority person remove your videos! I only need FIVE more parts! Gahh. The anxiety.

Andd, I'll be away for the weekend. I'll check my cbox and try to reply you guys whenever possible kay? That is if anybody leaves me anything la. Lol. Apparently, the whole of Penang is on wi-fi now. So canggih. And look at KL. =.=

Oh well, I'm off to food paradise! Yay! Pls remind me to go on a strict diet and work out session after my trip :D

And to Alwin, if you're reading this, let's meet up in Gurney Plaza so I can give you the smack on the head that I promised.

Hahah. Have fun everyone!!

**edit

OMG. I can't believe YouTube suspended his account. Damn potong. Now I don't have the entire movie to watch. Blehh.

Miracles Do Happen!

For 2 years I've been friends with Megan and Nick and I haven't been to their house at all.

Plans after plans had been made but they all seem to fail. ):

Well, guess what? After TWO LONG YEARS, I finally went over! Hahah!

Now I know how their house is like. It's nice. Really cosy. (and messy too) But I think my house is still messier. Lol.

I was greeted with Yu Jin trying to punch me and Megan's granny talking about the super sour 'asam' she gave us. It was really funny. And I saw the famous Patrick and Patricia. xD But seriously, the lift scared the hell outta me. When the door shuts, it goes like "BANG!" So loud. I wonder if people could get crushed by it. I was so freaked out, I RAN out of the lift once it's doors opened.

On the other note, my sister wants me to blog about her. =.=

Syok sendiri lah she. Oh well, I'll still do it. :D

She is:

• Justine Marie Choo
• Still 14 yrs old. (turning 15 in a few days)
• Funny. AT TIMES
• Nice. At TIMES
• Annoying all the time
• And most importantly, SINGLE :)
  

Want her number?? Leave a comment on my cbox. Ahah.

Just joking larh! She's too young to date. I repeat. She's too young to date. Hahahh.

Taa everyone! Please pray that I get to finish download the whole Twilight movie! Have a goodnight!

MLJL

Matthew Lai Jun-Loong is getting on my nerves.

Grhh.

Bloody Hell lah! Hahah.

Update

cupcakes! (:

I will update

Tomorrow.

Oh yeah, good luck to YOU (you know who you are). I don't know how I'm going to handle it myself if I have Bio paper 1,2,3 in a day followed by Physics paper 1,2,3 the next day. I might be able to get used to it by next year, but for now; I'd have to say - The government is crazy. SPM. Gahh. :D

And I had a rather INTERESTING conversation with ML yesterday. Found out something I never knew =.= Aparently, it was really obvious. It proves how blonde I actually am. Or blind. Oh well, I'm demanding for updates from YOU yourself next time. No blogs or whatever. Heh.

I am happy for you!! And pls treat your 'fish' well ;)

wtheck. This is practically an update already!

2 more days!! I CAN'T WAIT!! =D

Cookout Session

OK. This is it. It's getting outta hand already. It's my forth time blogging today. What to do? I have nothing better to do. Gahh.

So I cooked for dinner today. Made some kinda pasta thingi. Fetuccini something(however you spell it). It wasn't salty enough though. Other than that, it was okay. Edible :D

I think I'm going to bake tomorrow. I'm craving for something sweet. And my durian ice cream is running out. Yumm.. Hold that thought.

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I'm back! Now I look more lifeless. I have a bowl of ice cream in front of me and I'm blogging. Lol. Well, at least I'm keeping my readers occupied with my never ending rants (at least I hope I am)

Let's talk about The Nanny! For those who have watched it, you'll know. It's the funniest show ever. I'm addicted to it. Luckily, it's aired every weekday from 7pm-8pm on Hallmark. Weekends too! Awesome rightt? Hahah. Yeah.

I have nothing to blog abt already lah. Will blog tomorrow - maybe.

Taa!

Restless

Have you ever felt so restless in your life? I'm like trying to occupy myself with stuff to do but I just don't know what. Aikz.



A little help here? (:

To help you to help me out (whaaaat?) I'll list down the few things I've done today.





So, today I have:-

• Seen a MILLION twilight videos and interviews on Youtube.


• Blogged for the third time.


• Chatted on MSN for hours.


• Read articles on Twilight over and over again.


• Read Stephenie Meyer's website.


• Read blogs for the hundredth time, hoping and hoping that there would someone out there updating their blog for me to read. (I stalk ppl a lot. especially ppl who don't know me. ahah.)


• Checked my mail and e-mailed a few ppl.


• Facebook-ed


• Friendster-ed


• Ate.


• Played the piano.


• Made amends with a few ppl. (at least I hope I did)


• Walked around the house aimlessly.


• Watched some shows on TV.

This is bad. So very bad. I might just blog again later. Hahah. This is how lifeless I am right now.

Stupidity

Hello world!

I am stupid. There. I admit it. I can do Add Math questions but I am still clueless about life. It's depressing.

I just wanna apologise to everyone out there that I've hurt in any way. Yes, you. I say things that I don't mean sometimes and it's not very nice.

I am very sorry.

And to the three of you (you know who you are) please do check your e-mails. I wrote you guys an essay. Hahaha. I hope my English improves from all this writing.

Hoping, hoping, hoping. (:

Amazing Race Asia

I can't believe Sam and Vince won! Ahhh. This is disappointing.
And here I thought Malaysia could win. For the second time ):
Oh well, at least we got third :D


And to Matthew Lai. I told you this post would be coming if you mock Twilight on your blog.
You're a loser lahh. You don't even know what Twilight is about. It's more than just a love story between a vampire and a human being. I dare you to read the full book THEN mock about. With your OWN words this time.

I dare you. For 10 bucks.
I'll be waiting to read your post. Ahah.

Viva La Vida

I LOVE my friends. They're awesome (:

Special shout out to :

• Megan Lim (for just being there for me to have late night conversations with)
• Matt Lai (for scoring goals for me. ahah)
• Alwin Yeow (for smacking my head and making me realise how all this shit is not worth it)
• Jenn Tan (for being the way she is :P)
• Ju Li (for loving Twilight as much as I do. it cheers me up. lol)
• Hermon Chan (for cracking me up with his "lame" jokes)

Thank you all so much!

p.s: Yesterday you stood up for your friend and I'll definitely stand up for you tomorrow.

"I hear Jerusalem bells ringing,
Roman Calvary choirs are singing,
Be my mirror, my sword and shield,
My missionaries in the foreign feild,
For some reason I can't explain,
I know St. Peter won't call my name,
Never an honest word,
But that was when I rule the world"

Speeding Cars

"Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violence
Just run with me through rows of speeding cars;
The papercuts the cheating lovers,
The coffee's never strong enough,
I know you think it's more than just bad luck"

I want to let you know that I've read your blog and it hurt to read it. Let me straighten out one thing. It has nothing to do with us not talking that I came to that conclusion. NOTHING to do with that. I just know. And correction: You don't know me. I admit you did once. Like I've said, I have changed. I am not the same person you knew 2 yrs back. And I'm not nice anymore. I was nice once, but that didn't do me any good now did it? I'm really sick of being used. When I'm nice, people take me for granted. They ask for things, they ask for help and I just don't know how to say no. People don't take ME seriously. And look around you, it's the bitches who're respected. They're the ppl others are afraid of. Look, I'm not saying that I want to be a bitch. I'm nice when ppl are nice to me. But to those who are being a bitch to me, keeping quiet is just going to make me MORE vulnerable.

That's how life is now man. I've learnt a lot from ppl around me. You have to fight lion with lion. Even if one is a pretend lion. Cos that lion suit may just help you save your life. Where as if you go in as a giraffe (or whatever), it's suicide.
I know, I'm not bitchy or I suck at pretending but I don't really care.

Moving on to you, you've changed too. It's not just me. I really don't want to say much but the new you scares me. Well, that's all I have to say.

I know one person out there who'll probably be laughing her ass off reading this but whatever. I don't care anymore.

In life, you can't please the whole world. So if ppl are not happy with you, you'll have live with it.

Twilight!

I'll let you guys enjoy some Sexayyy pictures from vanityfair.com :) Twilight! Twilight! Twilight!











9 more days!! :D Back to add math ):

S-I-N for SINful.

Yesterday was a veryyyyy sinful day. I think I ate more than I should have. It's scary. I'm always hungry and I couldn't stop thinking about food. Oh shit. I sound pregnant.

It wasn't even lunch or dinner and I made myself nachos and mini crackers/pizza/whatever you call it. I opened my fridge, found some unused pasta sauce and decided to be a little creative. So maybe it wasn't an original idea cos I got it from my friend's blog but still! It tasted really goood. Ok. First, you take a few pieces of crackers. Lay them on a plate. Then, take a spoonfull of pasta sauce and spread it over the crackers. Add a slice of cheese, put them in the microwave for a VERY SHORT WHILE (don't ask. mine was in slightly longer than it should be) and viola! You've got some cracker thingy that tastes very much like pizza! Awesome right? I made that cos I desperately wanted to eat pizza at that VERY moment. I am what you call an "usahawan". If you still remember your Form 3 KH, you'd know (: Translated in English it means "businessmen". *Ahem*

Ohh. I'm not done yet. At night, I decided I needed a snack so I went downstairs to the kitchen with my sister and there was NOTHING to eat. My sister used up the peanut butter we had left and I obviously wasn't going to settle for a kaya toast. So i took some baking chocolate, melted it in the microwave and spread it on my toast. To top things up, I added a few slices of bananas. It was really good but bloody sinful. I'd have to work out more now. Sighhhhhh.

And to you, if you still read my blog anymore; thanks for the awesome friendship. It's obvious it's over. I'm glad you've found a NEW best friend. You've changed, I've changed and it's not the same anymore I guess.
I'd be lying if I said I'm fine. I'm really upset. I actually thought you were someone I can count on and I can trust. Oh well, there's nothing I can do now. You chose your side and I'll live with it. Do well and take care.


*edit
I LOVE ALWIN YEOW MING SHIEN!! YOU ARE AWESOME!! :D (this sounds so wrong in a way. ahah)

It's so sweet, I'm melting.

Awwwhhh. I'm being complimented. Thanks hun. You think I'm cute? Me too. I'm glad we're finally agreeing on something. Really.


My sister is being unintentionally funny. I'm laughing my ass off. XD And why is Jenn Tan taking such a loooooooong time for dinner? ): I'm bored.

Pissed Off

I'm bloody pissed right now. I found out something you were hiding from me all this while. I knew you were hiding something. I knew my instincts were right. But I pretended everything was fine cos I was afraid to ask you. I wonder if you'd ever tell me about it. I wonder if ANYTHING you told me was the truth. I feel so stupid right now. I feel so USED.I wonder if SHE knows abt this. I have this urge to blurt it all out here but I want to hear YOUR explanation abt this before I post anything else.Urghh.

Don't you ever talk to me again. I don't want to talk to you, neither do I want to see you. I hope I'd never have to see your face again.

I can't believe you'd repeat it twice. TWICE!! Screw all the promises or what so ever. I'd rather DIE than to trust you - ever again.

So Yesterday

"If you wanna walk I'm a step ahead, If you're moving on I'm already gone"

For some reason, I'm feeling HAPPY and not affected at all. And sorry darl, that didn't affect me. Not the slightest bit. You underestimated me. I'm long gone and over it. Try harder next time or better yet, don't bother trying next time (: Ohh, and some tips; pls check your hair. It didn't look very nice. Ahah!

I'm watching a Hallmark movie again. Ahh. It's really getting in to me. Surprisingly, it's good. Today's one is a bit like CSI but different. Okay, I don't know what I'm talking abt. I'll update later :D I'm off to play some games.

13 more days!!

Daylight Robbery

I just had a haircut! Woot! It feels great now cos i had my hair chopped off. Haha. I feel so light. Can move my head around like some crazy person. Okay, cut the crap. I like my new hair (: It's nice. Let's just hope and pray that it stays nice after washing it.

Oh and btw, want to know how much my nice hair cost me? RM 30 for the cut and RM 20 for blowing. HELLO? I didn't even ask him to blow my hair. He just did. If I knew it was going to cost me 20bucks, I would have saved my time and money lah. ISHH. Cheated my money. Damn pissed. And my mom was making a huge fuss abt her hair as well. Robbers these days, they don't wear black and have a black sock to cover their faces. They're actually normal looking people, dressing normally and smiling at you. These are the REAL ROBBERS. They suck the cash out of you. GAHH.

I'd post a picture of my new hair but I'm affraid that you'll be jealous when you see it. Ahah! Perasan-ness kicking in. Must be my drowzy medicine. I don't feel myself. Time to leave before I make a fool outta myself. (like I've not already. But lets pretend I haven't. hehe)

Bye bye. :)

Boredom

I am BORED. Where is everyone?

=(

The Secrets that Kill

Hello!

Had a blast yesterday. Went for my class party! It was awesome! Great company; great food! Thanks Sonia for organising this barbeque. I had a gooodd time. It was the last time we'd see each other till the next year. Last time as 4Sc1-ians.

Admit it guys, 4 Science 1 rocks! Best class ever. Screw the ppl who hates us. We rock!

I'm feeling slightly weird now. My sis and my mom are both watching this weird movie on Hallmark. The mom in the movie gets premonitions. I mean, she'd know your every move. Hopefully, my mom doesn't get any ideas from this. Scarryyy.

Was suppose to go out today. Shogun with friends! Plus a movie! But I'm feeling really sick. And many ppl canceled so I decided not to. Gahh. We better plan again. I NEEEEEDDD sushi. Like now.

Ahh. Crap. Headache is back. Gotta pop some pills. Urghhh.

Taa'Loves!

URGH

Gosh. I think I'm PMS-ing. Not in a good mood. Certainly not.

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I am alive. Don't have to hunt me down (:

Fun!

First off,

Happy Sweet 16 Pearly!!

She had her party at Hotel Sri Petaling. The theme was silver,black and white. It was really nice. Met her church friends. They're so sweeeet. Really nice ppl (: I'd let the pictures do the talking when I actually get them from someone. Urgh.

Anyway, I had fun today. Went shopping in Pyramid. Bought 2 dresses for less than 100 bucks. Awesome kan? I have new clothes for Penang now! Yay me! *claps hand*

Twilight coming out in 16 days. Gahh. Can't wait.

Have I mentioned how much I loveeee Edward Cullen? Ohh. Dr. Carlisle Cullen too! He looks like a model. *drools* Damn, how I wish I was Bella in the story. 16 days. 16 days. 16 days!!

edward and bella

Dr. Carlisle Cullen & Esme Cullen

Left-Right : Emmett Cullen, Rosalie Cullen, Esme Cullen, Edward Cullen, Carlisle Cullen, Alice Cullen, Jasper Cullen

You've got me on my toes (:

A New Start

Hello, hello! (:
Starting a new blog. DUHH! Here it is! I've decided to be mean and ditch my old blog cos I think it's a tad too old for me. I'm mean. Rawr! Well, that's not exactly why I'm starting a new blog. My previous one had too many unwanted memories.


Damn. It sounds like I'm moving out into a new place. I wish.


Exams are OVERR!! What a relieve! It felt like forever! I thought it was never going to end. I can do anything I want now! And that includes, watching tv, going online and going for parties after parties! WOOT! - At least I hope I can.

My day today started out early. I was half asleep trying to get myself ready for some ceramah thingy in Shah Alam. The school contacted me yesterday to tell me abt it. How brilliant. It was boring. No offence. Such a waste of time. Could have slept longer. Gah.

I NEED MY BED. I NEED TO SLEEP.

I'm cranky when I don't get enough of sleep.

Moving on, to those of you who don't know. I AM fine. I AM laughing my ass off and most importantly, I AM happy. So don't you dare say I'm miserable because of all this shit. Yes, I've got people trying to make my life miserable in school but all this shit is not worth it and for the last time, I don't give a damn. My motto, ignorance is bliss gets me through the day (: I don't need pity alright?

Besides, I'll be off to Penang in abt 17 days! And after that? Twilight movie! :D

Happy be-earlied birthday to Pearly Ng! The girl with the shortest name ever! I'll see you at your party tonight darl (:

I've learnt that as days pass, friends come and go. Only true friends stick by your side no matter what. They support you and they have your back. They don't take revenge for something you did. Those are the ppl who trully care for you and they don't try to bring you down with words that kill.

p.s: You can have them all you want. If they choose to believe you and take your side, it proves how much of a friend they were to me in the first place. I'd like to thank you so much for showing me who my true friends are. I'm waiting for the day they realise that you're only using them to piss me off

And when that day comes, I'll be there, watching and most definitely laughing MY ass off.

Oh well, all the best then =)