Anyway, it's 8 am and I'm blogging cos I have decided to skip school since they're having some Pameran Kerjaya thingamajing. :D
I know I'm suppose to be studying but I have completely lost the mood. Don't ask.
Boohoo.
I seem to be blogging more often closer to SPM. If I don't do well, we'll all know why.
Joey Choo needs a break. I want to run as fast as the wind! No, as fast as Edward Cullen!
Watched "Another Cinderella Story" with Selena Gomez in it.
It's very predictable la. A step-mother, 2 blonde step-sisters, a ball and of course Mr. Prince Charming. But I like the dancing part. Her dance moves are pretty awesome. I am so inspired to dance and do hip hop now. That will be added to the 'things to do after SPM list'.
Let's hope I'll survive to complete that list. :)
Suffering from Pre-SPM-Syndrome(PSPMS) now. Watch it, I bite.
JC
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Two is better than One.
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one ~ Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift.
It just became my second favourite song by BLG after Thunder. :)
What's not to like? It's got my 2 favourite artist singing it.
AND it is sooo sweet. I'd melt for sure. Haha.
Pn. Rose thought that I wanted it to rain this afternoon cause I started singing out of no where. All thanks to Pearly. LOL.
Cheers!
JC
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one ~ Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift.
It just became my second favourite song by BLG after Thunder. :)
What's not to like? It's got my 2 favourite artist singing it.
AND it is sooo sweet. I'd melt for sure. Haha.
Pn. Rose thought that I wanted it to rain this afternoon cause I started singing out of no where. All thanks to Pearly. LOL.
Cheers!
JC
Monday, October 26, 2009
Slow me down.
Went to Taylor's College today to submit my application form and I've got an announcement to make. Jeng jeng jeng.
I HAVE A STUDENT NUMBER ALREADY!!! *squeals in delight*
I am officially in 'their' system. And it feels GOOOOD. I'm so excited to go for college!! Orientation on the 12th of January. And it's actually quite near. :D
Oh! OH! And it's 23 days to SPM. For some odd reason, that doesn't scare me much. Good sign maybe? :) :) :)
I'm starting on my holiday plans already. It's the only thing that's keeping me sane. Hah!
So far i have:
1) College shopping
2) Prom (Hmmm.. maybe?)
3) Prom dress shopping (will only happen if 'refer to no.2')
4) Movie marathon
5) *to be filled*
6) *to be filled*
.
.
.
.
.
Life's Good, LG. ;)
*drumrolls*
I HAVE A STUDENT NUMBER ALREADY!!! *squeals in delight*
I am officially in 'their' system. And it feels GOOOOD. I'm so excited to go for college!! Orientation on the 12th of January. And it's actually quite near. :D
Oh! OH! And it's 23 days to SPM. For some odd reason, that doesn't scare me much. Good sign maybe? :) :) :)
I'm starting on my holiday plans already. It's the only thing that's keeping me sane. Hah!
So far i have:
1) College shopping
2) Prom (Hmmm.. maybe?)
3) Prom dress shopping (will only happen if 'refer to no.2')
4) Movie marathon
5) *to be filled*
6) *to be filled*
.
.
.
.
.
Life's Good, LG. ;)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Hope.
Today's a good day. Started off with me being so semangat, jogging on the long abandoned treadmill. I feel healthier already! ;D
Then, headed to church. It was pretty emotional for me as I was just filled with joy to know that God is always there for me and to know that, I was just so happy. F. Simon was talking abt having hope and always trust in God. I guess that really enlightened me and I was just overwhelmed with emotion esp after receiving the Eucharist.
Which was probably why I started acting all crazy and hyper when we all went to Pyramid to celebrate Justin Chow's bday. I was literally rolling on the floor laughing till I was dehydrated cos I just couldn't stop talking. And the things I said. Haha. Good fun la. And naturally, I was the one they all pick to bully. Oh well. It was a good day anyway. A day filled with food, shopping and picture snapping. We NEED to hang out more often. Like together-gether. :D :D
And now as I'm typing this, I feel really thankful for having them as my friends and they're all really good people to be around with. To know that I'd probably not even know them all if it weren't for postcon really made me feel like it's all meant to be by God. And I really appreciate having them in my life. We really bonded today and I feel so contented with my life right now. It's beyond words. There's nothing in life I'd exchange for this. Nothing.
And for Aunty Rosey, she's always been there for me. And to know that she does care means a whole lot.
OK, let's not make this emo shall we?
Lol. So basically, it has been one hell of tiring but awesome day! Yay me!
It's back to my Bio books now babeh.
Some pictures! Since JIN wants them. Lol. This is all I have in MY camera.
We could get a ticket for reckless driving. -.-
The soon-to-be rockstars of the century! B)
The awesome Justin(s).Life's A.W.E.S.O.M.E! (LA) ;)
Taa!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Smoke
SPM is literally killing me!
There. I said it. :)
Let us talk about something a bit more productive, shall we?
It's either their breath stinks or their teeth look dirty and yellow.
Or they were just simply smoking in front of you.
Smoking is a disgusting habit and each one of us should just stay off those cigarettes.
Why is that?
The cigarette contains over 4000 harmful chemicals that will harm our body, whether it's our physical appearance, health or even mentally.
First off, our physical appearance.
How would you like to look old, hagged with dirty looking teeth that would never turn white no matter how hard or how often you brush them? Not very appealing isn't it?
Imagine having your boyfriend/girlfriend comment about your breath just as you're about to reach second base of your make out session? (Ha!)
Picture having to eat charcoal. I'm sure that's what it's like to kiss a smoker.
Moving on. If you think that smoking makes you more energetic, you're ABSOLUTELY wrong.
Not only does it make one lethargic, it kills your cells in the process.
The whole "I feel so good after taking a puff is just plain bullshit."
It's all in the mind.
So the next time you're out to light up that cigarette with such an excuse,
you might as well just save yourself the regret.
You might be wondering. So what? It's not like I can feel my cells dying.
Oh no, that's what YOU think. But every second you inhale those toxic substances and kill your cells, your body's metabolism rate would decrease.
So you don't care if it does. Let me tell you this, the higher your metabolism rate, the higher the rate of digestion of the nutrients in your body, and also means, everything you NEED will be absorbed and what you don't will be expelled.
So you're pretty much safe in terms of your weight if you don't smoke.
If you do, your body won't absorb the nutrients it needs (what with your body being a little slow and not active) , you start to lose so much weight, you'd pass as a stick. And hey, wear something green and you'd even pass as a tree.
Very attractive, no?
Second. Smoking causes all the kinds of lung/heart diseases you can find out there.
The tar from cigarettes blackens your lungs and reduce its efficiency to perform the exchange of gases. Gases in which WE human beings can't live without. Hence, smoking decreases the concentration of oxygen available for use in our body.
And with no oxygen = no functioning of cells = you DIE.
Smoking also causes cancer. You know, with all these carcinogens in that SMALL stick of cigarette.
SO unless you wish to lie on your deathbed in which I hope you all don't, I suggest you quit smoking right this instant.
If you're not afraid of dying then why don't you think about this.
You MAY not die. Cancer may not cause death. But the suffering you're about to experience will make you wish you're dead. Do you think all these treatments such as chemotherapy or radiotherapy are fun and enjoyable experiences? Just because they SOUND cool? The pain is excruciating. Every second you're on Earth, you'd wish you were not.
How's that?
Thirdly. Let's talk about how smoking would affect you mentally.
Smoking is like taking drugs. And you know what drugs does to a person right? How it causes you to crave for it so badly.
The things people do to satisfy these cravings, is beyond our imagination.
Smoking can change one straight-A kid to a serial killer. Why?
Because they HAVE to smoke. They NEED to feel and taste that tobacco to continue living normally. And to do that, they'd have to rob people, kidnap people or even KILL.
See how smoking kills you?
And yes, you may think that you don't even feel that way now.
The effects take a long time to surface. It's not some express reaction. It's true. You won't die immediately.
But does that give us any reason to continue doing it even after knowing the long time effects?
That's one thing about is human beings.
BECAUSE we don't feel the effects the second after we do something, we 'think' it's alright.
It's sort of like us now. We think we can afford to watch tv for that one miserable hour.
Afterall, we'd have the rest of the day to study right?
Then how come you regret that decision of watching tv when you're up at 2am trying to read up as much notes as possible the day before your paper?
You see, it's the long term effect that will really make you regret.
So why regret later for what you do today?
Every little decision you make, every little thing you do will affect you in the future.
Always remember that.
Like I said before, it's all in the mind.
Mind over matter, you can easily stop now. But you need to have a strong will.
Strong enough to resist temptation.
The best way is to surround yourself with good company.
Have friends who will support you through your journey.
Trust in God. Always seek for help and guidance especially when you're most vulnerable to temptations.
He resisted the temptation by the devil. So he knows EXACTLY how you feel.
He'll help you.
But most importantly, the will to stop HAS to be there. You can only help yourself. No one can force you out of it if you don't want to. Be positive, every bit of negativity in you will only bring you down and destroy you.
Let's hope you all get something from this.
And yes, I was being random. ;)
There. I said it. :)
Let us talk about something a bit more productive, shall we?
Smoking
I'm sure there are times when we pass certain people and we go like "ew, he/she smokes."It's either their breath stinks or their teeth look dirty and yellow.
Or they were just simply smoking in front of you.
Smoking is a disgusting habit and each one of us should just stay off those cigarettes.
Why is that?
The cigarette contains over 4000 harmful chemicals that will harm our body, whether it's our physical appearance, health or even mentally.
First off, our physical appearance.
How would you like to look old, hagged with dirty looking teeth that would never turn white no matter how hard or how often you brush them? Not very appealing isn't it?
Imagine having your boyfriend/girlfriend comment about your breath just as you're about to reach second base of your make out session? (Ha!)
Picture having to eat charcoal. I'm sure that's what it's like to kiss a smoker.
Moving on. If you think that smoking makes you more energetic, you're ABSOLUTELY wrong.
Not only does it make one lethargic, it kills your cells in the process.
The whole "I feel so good after taking a puff is just plain bullshit."
It's all in the mind.
So the next time you're out to light up that cigarette with such an excuse,
you might as well just save yourself the regret.
You might be wondering. So what? It's not like I can feel my cells dying.
Oh no, that's what YOU think. But every second you inhale those toxic substances and kill your cells, your body's metabolism rate would decrease.
So you don't care if it does. Let me tell you this, the higher your metabolism rate, the higher the rate of digestion of the nutrients in your body, and also means, everything you NEED will be absorbed and what you don't will be expelled.
So you're pretty much safe in terms of your weight if you don't smoke.
If you do, your body won't absorb the nutrients it needs (what with your body being a little slow and not active) , you start to lose so much weight, you'd pass as a stick. And hey, wear something green and you'd even pass as a tree.
Very attractive, no?
Second. Smoking causes all the kinds of lung/heart diseases you can find out there.
The tar from cigarettes blackens your lungs and reduce its efficiency to perform the exchange of gases. Gases in which WE human beings can't live without. Hence, smoking decreases the concentration of oxygen available for use in our body.
And with no oxygen = no functioning of cells = you DIE.
Smoking also causes cancer. You know, with all these carcinogens in that SMALL stick of cigarette.
SO unless you wish to lie on your deathbed in which I hope you all don't, I suggest you quit smoking right this instant.
If you're not afraid of dying then why don't you think about this.
You MAY not die. Cancer may not cause death. But the suffering you're about to experience will make you wish you're dead. Do you think all these treatments such as chemotherapy or radiotherapy are fun and enjoyable experiences? Just because they SOUND cool? The pain is excruciating. Every second you're on Earth, you'd wish you were not.
How's that?
Thirdly. Let's talk about how smoking would affect you mentally.
Smoking is like taking drugs. And you know what drugs does to a person right? How it causes you to crave for it so badly.
The things people do to satisfy these cravings, is beyond our imagination.
Smoking can change one straight-A kid to a serial killer. Why?
Because they HAVE to smoke. They NEED to feel and taste that tobacco to continue living normally. And to do that, they'd have to rob people, kidnap people or even KILL.
See how smoking kills you?
And yes, you may think that you don't even feel that way now.
The effects take a long time to surface. It's not some express reaction. It's true. You won't die immediately.
But does that give us any reason to continue doing it even after knowing the long time effects?
That's one thing about is human beings.
BECAUSE we don't feel the effects the second after we do something, we 'think' it's alright.
It's sort of like us now. We think we can afford to watch tv for that one miserable hour.
Afterall, we'd have the rest of the day to study right?
Then how come you regret that decision of watching tv when you're up at 2am trying to read up as much notes as possible the day before your paper?
You see, it's the long term effect that will really make you regret.
So why regret later for what you do today?
Every little decision you make, every little thing you do will affect you in the future.
Always remember that.
Like I said before, it's all in the mind.
Mind over matter, you can easily stop now. But you need to have a strong will.
Strong enough to resist temptation.
The best way is to surround yourself with good company.
Have friends who will support you through your journey.
Trust in God. Always seek for help and guidance especially when you're most vulnerable to temptations.
He resisted the temptation by the devil. So he knows EXACTLY how you feel.
He'll help you.
But most importantly, the will to stop HAS to be there. You can only help yourself. No one can force you out of it if you don't want to. Be positive, every bit of negativity in you will only bring you down and destroy you.
Let's hope you all get something from this.
And yes, I was being random. ;)
Already Gone.
"I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain’t hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse
To come around "
The decision to move on, as painful as it is going to be,
as difficult as it's going to be,
I will do it.
Looking at how things are now, it's easier for me.
Easier to know that I don't mean as much anymore.
To hear those words, felt like I was stabbed right at the heart.
Don't know why, don't know how.
Wasn't suppose to end this way, I guess not.
But I will not let it hold me back.
You don't belong with me.
I can't hold on to something I don't own.
So it's best I let go.
I didn't try hard enough. I know.
But I'm tired of playing games.
I'm tired of making the first move.
I'm tired of showing my poker face.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm just too tired.
This is to you, AND you.
TO the 2mostimportant ppl in my life,
I bid you goodbye.
We'll remain friends, yes. But nothing more. :)
Aw crap. Sounds like some love thing. Well, it's not la okay.
JC
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Not Again
How many times must I experience loss in my life?
I'm assuming that the answer is..
10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times. I THINK.
How many times can I go on after experiencing ONE loss?
No more.
You know, it's times like these where your awesome friends make your day a little more awesome by just being them.
But just as things got better over a cup of mocha frap, I'm now typing this in tears because I was just informed that my dog is going to die soon. Yes, another dog I grew up with. Another loss in my life that I have to go through. Another painful moment.
This is getting too cliche already.
You know, when life's awesome, always look out for that little piece of bad news that is just gonna crush you.
Cos the worst thing to happen to you is when you're slapped in the face with such news the least when you expect it.
Too bad lah. Just gonna have to endure it. Think I need another starbucks session. O.O
I'm assuming that the answer is..
10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times. I THINK.
How many times can I go on after experiencing ONE loss?
No more.
You know, it's times like these where your awesome friends make your day a little more awesome by just being them.
But just as things got better over a cup of mocha frap, I'm now typing this in tears because I was just informed that my dog is going to die soon. Yes, another dog I grew up with. Another loss in my life that I have to go through. Another painful moment.
This is getting too cliche already.
You know, when life's awesome, always look out for that little piece of bad news that is just gonna crush you.
Cos the worst thing to happen to you is when you're slapped in the face with such news the least when you expect it.
Too bad lah. Just gonna have to endure it. Think I need another starbucks session. O.O
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Fall to Pieces
I'm currently torn into two.
Head torn, heart torn, other body parts to follow soon. Urgh.
Should probably get someone to get a chainsaw and cut me into two. Heh.
Uh oh. Why? How? NOW?
This is not the time to be feeling this way man.
I have been slacking, I can't think straight and to top things off, SPM is so near, I can smell it.
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
To be safe and boring or to feel the adrenaline and die? *plays the jaws theme song*
Hmmm.
I give up thinking. Kepala sakit. :(
The emo flu is spreading faster than H1N1. And now I'm diagnose with this incurable and DEADLY disease. Blehh.
I quote Jacob Black. "Life sucks, and then you die."
p.s: Don't try to figure out what this is abt. I can't myself. Sigh. Just needed to vent a bit.
Head torn, heart torn, other body parts to follow soon. Urgh.
Should probably get someone to get a chainsaw and cut me into two. Heh.
Uh oh. Why? How? NOW?
This is not the time to be feeling this way man.
I have been slacking, I can't think straight and to top things off, SPM is so near, I can smell it.
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
To be safe and boring or to feel the adrenaline and die? *plays the jaws theme song*
Hmmm.
I give up thinking. Kepala sakit. :(
The emo flu is spreading faster than H1N1. And now I'm diagnose with this incurable and DEADLY disease. Blehh.
I quote Jacob Black. "Life sucks, and then you die."
p.s: Don't try to figure out what this is abt. I can't myself. Sigh. Just needed to vent a bit.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Patrick
Patrick says hi! :)
He's my constant source of hyperness and also my emo buddy.
And just recently, he became my study buddy too. LOL.
I'm being lame. I guess the inner lameness is resurfacing because of the excessive sugar intake just now.Ate roti tissue for the first time in my life. I know, I know. I probably should hang out at the mamak more often.
It was filled with sugar. Like literally. Not bad though. :D
Let me tell you, waiting for your sister to finish Sunday School for ONE WHOLE HOUR in the car is not the best idea for a Sunday morning.
Am now stuck with it for the rest of the year. Oh well.
Will get back to studying as soon as I watch cars crash during the Suzuka Formula 1 Grand Prix. LOL.
Life has been (fill in the blank) .
:(
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