I'm blogging AGAIN. *throws confetti & pops champagne*
But not permanently I guess. I just don't have the time and I'm too lazy to put any effort into updating my blog every once in a while. So I'll just blog when I want to I guess.
As of now, I want to.
As you probably have realised, my blog has become my own, personal space to rant and vent and shout out loud (well, with caps lock it'll look like I'm shouting) simply because I've got no one to turn to, or no one to shout at or rant to.
You can choose to skip this entire paragraph cos I'm abt to start venting.
I don't understand ppl sometimes. Like what I don't get is how they can go Haha, and all with other ppl but with me, I get all the sad faces. I can try and try but I can't get a single smile out of someone. Not just one person, SO many others. Every single good friend of mine. Is there a problem with me or something? Sigh.
And I'm tired of being the responsible one. I'm tired of being the one doing things most of the time. I'm tired of being the one who takes initiative to do something.
I'm just so tired. I really want to break down and just let everything out.
I'm stressed due to other ppl's problems. I'm stressed because of MY own problems. I'm stressed because of my college work. I'm stressed because of miscellaneous work.
I'm tired. I just want a break. And my holidays does not feel like a holiday due to the piles of homework and train of tests right after. I mean, cmon.
I need a shoulder to cry on. Even driving is bloody stressful.
Grrr.
Ok. I'm done. Slightly better now I guess.
Time to go do MORE work. Pfft.
JC
